January 2011
3 posts
The day of unrest.
God created the world in 7 days and I can’t even come to a decision. Is being alone really better than being moderately happy with someone?
Freedom vs Love. Both beyond comparison, neither worth living without. Yet one often must choose between the two, sacrificing one or settling for modicum of both.
Alas, I have come no closer to a choice and will undoubtedly wake up tomorrow as if I...
One more for the road!
It’s only Tuesday and I’m already tipsy. There is now answer to be found at the end of a line, albeit fabulous, Bloody Marys.
As I lick the salty rim of my Y-shaped vessel, I am thinking what’s the harm in having another of this life-giving elixir.
Bad idea.
True emotions surface and it’s not so pretty after all. But I am too drunk to carry on, this story has to be...
Maybe this time...
So I am back here again pondering the what nots, ifs and maybes.
I am more confused than ever. I know the road I must take and yet I dare not look towards it. Fear grips my legs like solid concrete.
I look back and an overwhelming sense of comfort envelopes me. But this entire scene is excruciatingly familiar. I’ve been down this road one too many times.
Maybe this time, I’ll...
December 2010
1 post
November 2010
1 post
RIP Granny.
I will always love you.
October 2010
5 posts
September 2010
9 posts
An introspective weekend.
My fabulous gay self shouts: you don’t owe the world nothing girlfriend! But my career woman self demands: You have to just suck it in and wade through the trenches like a true professional!
When it all came down to the wire, both lost to a simple thought: Are
you happy either way?
A week of thoughtful soul searching, pep talks and seductive interviews and still a hung jury.
Perhaps,...
August 2010
72 posts
My drinking pals... For 15 years!!!!!!
OMG I need a new liver!
“Crying is all right in its own way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner...”
– C.S. Lewis (via brokenmachine)
Amazingly insightful.
12,045 days of being gay with a piece of cake.
So here I sit by the kitchen counter while my QueerDear bakes away as I knock back Nikka Whisky from the barrel listening to Eminem’s Love the way you lie.
I turn 33 in 3 days time. While everyone else would lament the passing of yet another good year, I have no stunning relvelations or resolutions to make. QueerDear’s going on and on about Marcus Buckingham’s “now,...
Re-engineering soon.
My tumblr will be revitalised soon.
Cheers, S.
I’m re-engineering my blog. A whole new feel coming soon.
