My fabulous gay self shouts: you don’t owe the world nothing girlfriend! But my career woman self demands: You have to just suck it in and wade through the trenches like a true professional!

When it all came down to the wire, both lost to a simple thought: Are you happy either way?

A week of thoughtful soul searching, pep talks and seductive interviews and still a hung jury.

Perhaps, settling just isn’t part of the gay gene. And so it shall be, I’ll settle for nothing less than perfection.